Today I wasn't really feeling the gym. So instead to make sure I stayed active I decided to go to the most beautiful local park for a walk/jog. I ended up clocking in 5.75 miles. During this time I had a lot of time to reflect on my life. I need this time to reflect. The beautiful water, trails, and nature helps me to really appreciate how wonderful this earth really is. I had nostalgia flashbacks when I was growing up as a child - to young adolescent - to young adult - to a woman, because with views like these how can you not let your mind wander to all the positive/happy moments in your life.

I feel that at this point and time I had fallen into a stage where I don't exactly know where to turn. With my Dad passing away so tragically and so suddenly, I have a heavy burden on my heart. I feel like I need to be doing more, making some kind of positive influence to society. I feel like I am supposed to be doing something other than sitting behind a desk for 8+ hours per day.

I have been praying diligently for God to give me the strength, courage, and wisdom to push my life in the direction I was meant for. I'm not entirely sure what direction my life will go career wise but I am hoping for it to be something meaningful. Whether it is documenting someones most precious moments through a camera lens or running an animal rescue - I just know I am meant for something more.

Happy Friday my friends! Have a fantastic weekend! xx


  1. Keep Searching, Keep listening, Never give up HOPE. God will answer you in unexpected places and time.....

  2. I couldn't post this with your picture you had of (I miss you daddy) I dont have face book, but this is what i wanted to say....Each one of us really does handle things like this differently....the emotions that go along with loosing someone so close. Listen to the words I bet your father spoke to you often, let them be your strength to be what you want to be....Find ways to celebrate your dad, especially during days you miss him....I pray you find peace Kelly.