Friday, June 12, 2015
Today I wasn't really feeling the gym. So instead to make sure I stayed active I decided to go to the most beautiful local park for a walk/jog. I ended up clocking in 5.75 miles. During this time I had a lot of time to reflect on my life. I need this time to reflect. The beautiful water, trails, and nature helps me to really appreciate how wonderful this earth really is. I had nostalgia flashbacks when I was growing up as a child - to young adolescent - to young adult - to a woman, because with views like these how can you not let your mind wander to all the positive/happy moments in your life.
I feel that at this point and time I had fallen into a stage where I don't exactly know where to turn. With my Dad passing away so tragically and so suddenly, I have a heavy burden on my heart. I feel like I need to be doing more, making some kind of positive influence to society. I feel like I am supposed to be doing something other than sitting behind a desk for 8+ hours per day.
I have been praying diligently for God to give me the strength, courage, and wisdom to push my life in the direction I was meant for. I'm not entirely sure what direction my life will go career wise but I am hoping for it to be something meaningful. Whether it is documenting someones most precious moments through a camera lens or running an animal rescue - I just know I am meant for something more.
Happy Friday my friends! Have a fantastic weekend! xx